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I wonder if one’s little fears and aversions are portent of future disaster: for instance, does a dread of water indicate that death will come by drowning, or an ungovernable impulse to jump from high places man death from a fall? I fear I shall meet mine by having my belly slit open in some dark alley, for I often feel quite exposed – gastrically – when standing in the breeze with light weight trousers and loose underwear.